The last couple weeks have been a whirlwind of activity and change. Haven’t been able to really spend time on writing anything as a direct result, but at least it hasn’t been boring.
First, I finally have a new vehicle. I’m not divulging what vehicle I have publicly yet – just suffice to say that it’s another project. I’ve said it before, but I’ll reiterate: talking about your goals and projects rather than just chiseling, hammering, and grinding away at them saps the energy out of it and gives room for haters and naysayers to throw static your way.
Best advice? Ignore them. Stop broadcasting it. Get to it.
I’ll talk about the project. Eventually.
I’ve been winding-down my participation in group and individual therapy in Boston. It’s become prohibitively expensive and now that I’m living an hour North (in New Hampshire), it’s become even more difficult to ensure there’s ample room in my life for it. I’ve gotten a lot of out of the process and out of interacting with other people going through the process, but I think it’s time I break away and integrate what I’ve learned and see the difference that the last few years of therapy have made.
Re-adusting to life in a new place has given me a plethora of challenges. Loneliness and isolation are two of the hardest, but I’ve been working to improve the situation lately. Met a few new people, been spending more time snowboarding, splitboard touring, and I plan on spending time this season doing a lot more outdoor bouldering. I’ll probably be dialing back how much indoor leading I do since I don’t have a steady climbing partner in New Hampshire yet, but I want to make sure I stay strong in that respect. Guess we’ll have to see how things shake out.
Spent time this weekend snowboarding and splitboard touring as well. Took Friday off, spent time at Killington, VT getting laps in on steep trails and discovered that I’m actually a lot better at navigating steep terrain than I originally thought. Saturday was spent at Gulf of Slides getting some time in on the ski trail there, which was glorious. I’d never ridden a trail like that and had such an amazing experience doing so. I’m stoked to do more of that next season. Spent Sunday up at Sunapee with a coworker and his friend getting some high-speed groomer runs in and working on getting more comfortable going over low rollers and short knuckles. I’m actually getting air now and I’m way more confident than I was last season, which is a huge win in my book. After having dislocated two ribs a few seasons ago and having the psychological fear of injury hanging around in the back of my mind, I’m happy that I’m making progress again.
Going to also work on getting rid of my Facebook account (again). Recent revelations around data obtained by a Brexit- and Trump-aligned company called Cambridge Analytica have underlined the need for me to make sure that I’m more diligent in what I participate in and share online. The fact that someone is able to create such detailed profiles by mere inference based on information gathered from adjacent individuals’ social media information should scare anyone that cares about privacy and surveillance.
Reading a lot of books lately and keeping myself informed and entertained through that. Dropped out of playing video games and scrolling through social media aimlessly. It’s hard to not fall into old habits, but hopefully things will continue to change in a meaningful way as time goes on.